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You know those videos people do? Yesssss... They’re doing yoga routines, or workouts, or cooking something marvelous on time-lapse. So sexy.
I missed some texts from my boyfriend last night and I wanted to apologize this morning. Oh, no, he probably doesn’t need me to, but I want to...I want this relationship and they say to serve the relationship needs which can be a different thing from the individual’s needs and I think that means responsiveness and connection, so I know I need to make up.
The lighting is low and weird on that setting so I try to adjust that. My chosen camera angle on my phone that is about to die makes my feet seem even larger. I misalign slightly so he will recognize me rather than my feet alone. Yoga for Overthinking just published...yep, that’s the one for this exercise. Only 30 minutes so a decent short video and healthy start to my day. I dedicate it to him with an open heart and prana yama.
Only had to restart the video because of my 6am alarm one time. Only thought about how awkward I might look a few times. That’s ok, I reassured myself...he loves your authenticity and confidence...probably never had it in a partner to this degree before....and other overthinkings.
I did it! So proud. Two videos instead of one because of the dumb alarm, but thankfully the low battery warning didn’t stop the recording too. Should I send them immediately? Even before I get my “Good morning” text?
Quality check. Can’t wait to see how fine I must look with this low lighting, dark clothing, and rapid movement. This sexy vid will be quite the repair. Or it would have been...if I hadn’t gotten time lapse confused with slo mo. I look like a frazzled athlete. Poor things...how do they do it and why hasn’t anyone sued the media for how they look in a slo-mo replay? I guess I don’t care about my sport enough...I care about how sexy I might look in this video and it’s not going to fit the bill.
Sigh. I’ll figure this out after a shower and some coffee. It will include analyzing my down dog, but I can’t stop for that now. Gotta get a child to school, repair my love life, and pick up some cat food. Stay sexy, Loves.
