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This morning I was waiting for my laser therapy appointment and, as I usually do for these sessions, I had my eyes closed to meditate. And by meditate I mean to block out the grossly overstimulating waiting room with its blaring cheesy movie, coffee table books that were not real books, and barely adequate staff communication. I kept getting sucked into the loud movie and I would remind myself I don't need that and close my eyes again seeking to maintain a wisp of the sereni
Amanda Bird
Nov 202 min read


Resistance to Awe
I noticed the other day that I have a resistance to believing fantastic things from time to time about someone I meet or hear about. awe-worthy muscadine grapes I wonder when this started to become a leaning for me. Have I always had this? Did I develop this at a later than average age if everyone has it? I remember in my psych rotation in school having so much empathy for an elderly woman who was convinced that her family was stealing money from her...I remember indicating t
Amanda Bird
Oct 212 min read


Magic is everywhere
Walter has been watching me write off and on and he wants me to share this with you all: sun smooch "Magic is everywhere and there are things and people you can't see and things and people you can see. Sometimes things are hard and different, but just find the light and follow your heart and dreams. They will lead you to the light. Sometimes you think it's about the money, but it's not. I hope you find this helpful. If you feel stressed, just remember that magic is everywhere
Amanda Bird
Oct 211 min read


Cloud crowd
I spread out the large cotton blanket on the back lawn. I brought my journal, but it’s been the clouds drawing my gaze of late…from my...
Amanda Bird
Sep 212 min read


Rage Machine
God, dealing with a rage machine sucks. I know he’s hurting, I know he’s looking for control and pain relief. And damn it that nausea,...
Amanda Bird
Sep 123 min read


Fitted, Not Flat
Thank you for holding me Bearing witness to the unfolding of me I'm like a fitted sheet, no right angle to meet Not exactly wrong (but...
Amanda Bird
Sep 21 min read
Mostly Single Parents
It is day 2 after being laid off. Evening. And one of my favorite fantasies is beginning to erode as I continue to be “not caught up”! I...
Amanda Bird
Aug 142 min read
Flights and change
One of the things I “missed” during the mediation marathon was that our agreement about a family event with dates, flights, rentals for...
Amanda Bird
Jul 212 min read
Goo+d
Walter comes back to me today after 4 weeks with his dad. The longest we’ve ever been apart. The custody mediation was one of the hardest...
Amanda Bird
Jul 182 min read


Pain Full
Sooooo, I hurt myself yesterday in yoga class and the wound itself is a healing portal. I was reaching up to the sky, took the slight...
Amanda Bird
May 262 min read
Intersections
Sometimes, you come to an intersection in your journey that feels both known and somehow surprising or surprising that it should feel...
Amanda Bird
May 41 min read


Humiliations
I’ve been thinking about humiliations lately. The feeling deep in my gut that I can access with just the word alone. “I was humiliated!”...
Amanda Bird
Apr 252 min read
Ad Venture: Live Beautiful
Hi everyone, I’m on an adventure to live my best, most beautiful life! Here’s a snap of how it looks today: Sweet thoughts in the...
Amanda Bird
Mar 293 min read
A Pair of Poems
Mother Poem: Slow go So slow it looks like a no Don’t be fooled by my pace; I have what I need to place in the race Slower now, but so...
Amanda Bird
Mar 241 min read


Solo Parent Travel
Hey, Solo Parent Crew, and Solo Parent Curious! I’m here with some tips and tricks to help you get the most out of your life adventures...
Amanda Bird
Mar 201 min read


Childish Pose
Getting to yoga class like a BOSS. I’m feeling like a success even before we move today. Laying out my mat, taking off my sweatshirt,...
Amanda Bird
Feb 252 min read


Per Fume
Even single scents have a lot of interest and variation, don’t they? A rose can differ so much from another on a walk in the...
Amanda Bird
Feb 192 min read


Tooth Fairies
One must become so many magical creatures as a parent. It’s a joyful bit amidst a lot that does not feel so magical in parenting, or...
Amanda Bird
Feb 152 min read


DreamZ
Do you have dreams for your life? Do they seem outlandish to you? Do they seem outlandish to others? What are they? Tell me about them. I...
Amanda Bird
Jan 281 min read


Tears always near
You know what those days are like, don’t you? Tears feel only a breath or a sentence away and you’re trying to navigate a more spacious...
Amanda Bird
Jan 91 min read
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